love/hate

What is with this love/hate relationship I have with my blog? I wrestle with the narcissism of it all, and the opportunity to have a voice (for all two of my readers to hear). And really, my life seems so boring after the 3rd post about how much I love highland games and my tattoos. Am I really so shallow...and/or hollow? There are things that I have to say, but I don't think I'm ready to say them, or hear them myself...so I guess this is just practice while I work up to what I really have to say.